Title: Show Me How You Bleed
Fandom/Pairing: spn - Sam/Dean (weecest)
Rating: R (?)
Word Count: 1300
Summary: It's like he’s afraid of losing control. Caught between apologizing for something he’s not sorry for and acting on something he knows Sam won’t return, something Sam doesn’t want.
Disclaimer: Sorry, you're looking at the wrong person. The boys aren't mine. Do you really think I'm making any money off of this?
A/N: Posted this to a couple of comms a couple of days ago, sorry if you're seeing it again *g*. The title as well as a number of lines were stolen shamelessly from "This is Pressure" by Eskimo Joe. Also, this is my first wincest, so feedback is much appreciated. Thanks to my beta mayalaen.

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I'm still looking for a beta, I anyone is interested.

Also, RL: I did my timetable for next semester. I have late starts and early finishes nearly everyday, WOOHOO.

I'm getting a fish in two weeks, which is v. exciting. Now I just need a name...

I have assingments to do and exams to study for, so I should NOT be reading fic.

Just a quick post before I head off to class. Please(if you have not already done so) go and join fandom_counts. It doesn't matter what fandom you're from or what you do, please join to be counted. Instructions are on the userinfo.

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So, I'm looking or a beta for my first wincest fic. Not only is it my first wincest, it's also a first time Sam/Dean. Except they don't actually get to the sex, can that really be classed as fisrt time? ANYWAY I'm mostly looking for help with grammar, etc. and just general comments about it.

So yeah, email me at spoilage @ gmail dot com if you're interested.

ETA: In light of recent events, I will not be needing a beta for the time being. I think I'll just wait it out until the storm passes, then think about posting.

OMG JACK HARKNESS IS COMING TO CHANNEL TEN!!!!! I JUST SAW A "COMMING SOON" AD AND GOOGLED IT... AND JUST YAY!!

So, we all know how awesome this ep is right? I gave up downloading eps ages ago because we have next to no bandwidth to start with, so yeah, no dling for me. Which means this is the first time I've seen BUaBS, so I'm feeling full of like squee and happiness and like GLEE. So come and spam me with pics and comments and squee, or just randomly yell stuff at me, I don't care, just come and talk to me.

Also, Sam's sideburns, I wanted to like I touch them. I don't think I've ever really noticed them before.

There might, maybe, be some sort of RL update coming soon... Maybe. Don't hold me to it.

Last official day of school tomorrow! Except it doesn't really feel like it, I still have five exams (and study, which I should be doing right now). Everyone's got cameras and autograph books and stuff and it's starting to make me feel sad.

Anyway I need to go research for my test now. I think I'm going to write something about religious groups using their influence to get legislation favouring their stance on certain issues passed. If anyone has anything to say about it feel free to pass your opinions this direction, I really have no ide what I'm going to say.

Summary stolen from meatball_.

Inasnum Deus Academy

Where fandoms collide and no one is safe...


This Roleplay is open to ALL fandoms! (Harry Potter, Anime, Star Wars, etc.) The setting, is in a boarding school. However, any character over the age of 21 must be a member of the faculty and not a student.


There's not many members yet, but the words slowly getting out. PLEASE JOIN!! You can be any characater from any fandom as long as it has not already been taken.

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I've just started a new community, specialdragons. Fans (I know you're out there somewhere) of Chris d'Lacey's dragon series should go check it out. It's just a general discussion comm at the moment but if anyone has any fic that they want to post feel free to join. The fandom's only really tiny, it basically consists of me and one other person that I know of (not sure if that makes a fandom), so if you have heard of these books, read them and like them, come, join and pimp the comm.

Anyway, what I really wanted to say is that holidays are about the best thing ever, that's it.

I did have an entire post typed, but then I deleted it. I just can't seem to express the amount of shock that I'm in at the moment without sounding pathetic, so I'm not going to bother.

I just... I'm devastated. There are no words.

So, ummm, QCS tomorrow. Shit...

I know I haven't really been around lately, except that I kinda have. I really just haven't updated in a really long time.

RL has just been really busy because of school and stuff and now QCS. I think I'm just starting to really freak out about it, I can't believe it's tomorrow. It still feels like it's in a couple of weeks or something.

I do have some insanely good news though. I finally got an account at Skyehawke!! Yay, I was so excited when I got the email. I think I'll go load some fic onto my account soon, even though a really should be writing my chemistry report.

Apparently if I went to Hogwarts I'd have a social life, too bad I don't have one in RL.




Too bad Draco's gay...

I think I like the Dagger of House the best.

Well, I guess further notice arrived. I got over myself and unocked my posts because having them locked was bugging me for some reason, I have no idea why. Anyway I'm having fun sitting around with not very much to do. I haven't even been on hoidays for a week and I've already read more fic than I had read all year, obviously the next week and a half is going to be consumed by fic reading. I am also looking forward to Sectus 2007, which I am hopefully going to with shade_butler.

Until further notice, my lj will be friends only. I really don't want to do this because I'm always the person whining when people f-lock their journals, but I really don't have much choice.

You Are an Iced Coffee

At your best, you are: hyper, modern, and athletic At your worst, you are: cheap and angsty You drink coffee when: you're out with friends Your caffeine addiction level: medium

I couldn't help but post this...Mmmm, iced coffee.

We finally got broadband. It's so great, I don't know why it took us soooo long to get it. It's just so fast. Now I can actually download music without it taking a pathetic amount of time, yay! I feel like I've just come out of the stone age or something.

I found a beta, got my fic beta'd, edited my fic with help from my beta and now it's ready to post!

YAY!

Under the cut (yes, I am using an lj cut for the very first time) you will find my, too long for a drabble but too short for a one shot, fic Shopping.



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Last night I wrote my first HP fic, so now I'm looking for someone to beta it. It's only a really short one shot type of thing. I'm kinda worried that my characters seem really out of character so I'm not going to post it until it has been beta'd. So if anybody who thinks they could do this for me is reading this then please let me know.

Oh and I was just talking to God, he's a bit of an odd one!

Just wondering if anyone knows if/how you can create categories on ff.net (one of my fics doesn't fit into ant of the existing ones)? I can't figure it out myself and the website has the worst help section!

I'm only posting on ff.net because I can't really post the two fics I've actually written anywhere else because;
1. I can't be bothered finding the fic community for the first one, and
2. There is no community for the second one.